Well. So much for that then.

It is not a lack of understanding, it is a lack of care to listen to someone who seems to Ramble on senselessly about things that are so far from the point of this forum that I must strain my eyes to find even the slightest glimmer of competance in it. If you want to ask why people dont understand you, you should take a look at what you have posted here. George pulled out a few good lines that I would have eluded to if I were the kind to start something. Everyone here understands each other, at least to the point where they can empathize with some of each other's problems and life happenings (one exclusion in my case is Gustavo, I never know what he is feeling ) Joking aside, we all like to know a bit more about the members here, I especially like to hear of other's travels through this earthly realm as i share my story, but it is only worth listening to if it is true.

Most of what you have said can be viewed in honest eyes as totally fake. Yes you might have been institutionalized for a period of time, you may  have lost your brother and you may be heavily medicated on a daily basis, but the other things you stated not only seem unlikely, they are so far fetched that i wouldn't send my dog after it. (Sorry, a little bit of animal humor). 

I don't really know what you were hoping to get out of this forum and it's members, but I kind of think that you missed the point of what we're all about. Almost everyone here is friends with one another. We share a link to a common thought (Lisa) and a few strings attached to other non-lisa related things (My and Opus' Anthro art for one). And yes there are probably a few people here that will link with you and your love for certain games, but you still don't fall into the community the way everyone else has. You talk of your black heart, your destructive ways and your dealings in the defeat of others. In all bloody honesty, No One Cares. As it is i have been sitting at my computer in the evenings after work looking at some of the posts that you put up and question many of them. For I time i felt like this forum was a house in a sense. Each board was a different room and in each room was a bunch of people throwing ideas and thoughts about a subject or two around the room. I walked further and looked in on artists and writers in another room. then I got to the end of the hall and wondered by no one else seemed to notice the last room on fire. No one else said anything so nor did I believing that it was going to simmer down, but I think this thread was the equivalent of you setting off a bomb an blowing the roof off the house.

I don't know what will happen to you Akuma. If one of the admins bans you or suspends you then maybe it will give you time to change a bit, otherwise I don't much symbiosis between you and many other members, especially now.

Later man, and try to realize that the True you, even if he is boring and lifeless, is better than an assholic version of you. Just be yourself

I'm tempted to delete this thread completely but i don't think it's a nice thing to do in respect of the bad things Shin has had in his life (despite the way he's dealing with them is imho a little less than childish: you're 18 years old for crying out loud!), and because what Laguna sky said needs to be printed out and hanged in your room (maybe in place of those "Undertaker" posters).

I think some posts were deleted from here because some other don't really make sense, so it's hard for me to judge when, and if it really got all out of hand.
Shin, if yo uwant to start discussing MATURELY and SERIOUSLY about the problems you have this topic remains open, since you see that here people is willing to help if you put yourself in a condition to be helped. but if you start going this way, you'll just worsen your reputation here and the topic will be closed.

I'll discuss the eventual actions to be taken with Dagdamor.

P.S.: And again, al lof this happened while i was asleep  Maybe i need to become a nightowl to keep an eye on LTS

Well Laguna  ... I think that i no have nothing in my feelings ... We are all beings despite our normal way of living ....
Unfortunately, some people believe they understand the world ... But behind every person there is a universe itself ...

Each of us contenemos to eternity ...
caution with your words friend the wounds can be born in a small joke or by can't undertand the feelings of the other

runfromcheney
It's definitely not. Some of Shin's posts probably were, but he deleted them. And about other members who posted here... no, their posts aren't trash.
P.S. Not always true that if you don't understand something, it's something useless.

runfromcheney
We all understand it perfectly; but even if someone if acting weird/silly here, we try to reply seriously. Without mocking and bashing, at least. Yes, Shin was acting immature. He's in the tempban right now. But we all were kids once, and if you disliked this topic, the best decision would be just to ignore it. Okay?

Not to know what to comment here :/.  It was The Times magazine who stated two days ago that we Finnish people are sad and depressed. Unfortunately thats true for some of us. Maybe in future I will still read topics but not write. Sorry of the probably bad English in some of my messages.

R.I.P victims of Jokela school shooting 7.11.2007.