If you were to become so easily insulted by someone's misinterpretation of your problem, why even create the topic in the first place? You're just asking for speculation about your problem, these people aren't looking down on you, they care about you. And please, don't create a topic saying that you have a mental illness and then come back telling us not to post in it, as if we don't care. I would be more insulted if people said nothing or just "'Kay, bye" than if people speculated about what was affecting me. That is proof alone that people are worried about you.

That said, I still am wishing you the best. If you really think that you need to be committed, what are we to do? I just hope everything works out for you man.

x_x Hey, this thread's not in the archive and it's unlocked for some reason, guess I'll recycle it. Good for the environment!

I'll be off for some time again, I dunno why, but I just don't want to have anything to do with people. I'm rude for saying that, but that's really the only thing I can say... can't think of what to say... feel like I know exactly what I want to say, but I can't anywhere near a word to describe it... guh? :|

Man, this is messed up... why's my mind always such a drag? My mood's alternating between bursts of happiness, sadness and frustration without any direct cause. Things were getting better, I tried socializing, ended up where I started. Perhaps I shouldn't expect to ever enjoy conversing with other people, at least that way I won't bounce... but what will I do without that kind of hope? z_z

Sorry, I'm just taking up your time and not making much sense... to put it short I'm having difficulties getting my head around everything. No, I'm not schizophrenic, but this sure as hell isn't just asperger syndrome, everything's so confusing and I don't seem to care... or something in that direction, I can't explain what's going on. I'll be quiet now and hope to see you guys sometime soon. I'm posting this because I hate it when other people disappear on me randomly (happened quite a few times), I feel obliged to say something without making a big deal out of it, but it's pointless... either I push the post button now, or like I often do after writing a post, I'll decide that I'm an idiot and erease it all.

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Sorry!!

Miles
So bad? Maybe some deposit in your getting worse makes the constant recognition that you are unhealthy? From this point of view I can only be glad that in our schools and other institutions there's no regular psychiatrist examination. I mean real examinations not only for appearances' sake. Otherwise I think the most of the people in my country will be diagnosed with various number of psychological dysfunctions. Anyway don't be sad where you going now.

(Black_raven Strange to hear about you too I hope it shows not so big influence on yor life.)

Get well, soon! We and I think of you!

Shadow Nait - Yah it does effect me but only in certain aspects

*joins in hugging* X)
As said, hope you get better soon Miles!