again?
hah hah hah is a strange disease...

symptoms...

nostalgy...
melancholy...
the sleep no exist...
low of weight...
love...
happiness
more happiness
 

Hope after destruction, beauty after sorrow, something always comes to fill a void in our hearts. Even something as simple as a drawing can mean much, much more to a certain person.

It's kind of hard for me to comment on that picture, it's one of the most striking and intense pieces of OFF art I have seen, almost frighteningly intense.   I can't pretend that I understand all the symbolism (though I noticed your signature butterfly and ribbon themes) but the power still comes across in the devastation of the background contrasting with Lisa's sorrowful but calm expression and pose.   It's both beautiful and disturbing, I can only imagine the emotions you have tapped into  to produce it.   I hope you're going to be OK.   

It's a very intense and nice sketch. You've also added a lot of details, which I like. I do see some problems with the perspective, though. The cross on the bottom left of the picture looks for example. It looks kind of weird. But it's overall a great picture.

Well, the drawing sure explains your mood very well... i'm not in the best of moods myself, but listen to my words here:

you're not alone, and you definitely your words are very important, as your drawings, anyway you use them: You are a special, delicate and beautiful person inside, and if someone cannot see this, he/she's not worth of calling him/herself your friend.
I'm sure lots of people here care about you and yur feelings, and they'd do whatever it would be possible to let you know you're not alone in this world. Just being in this forum, with many sharing the love for lisa, is a sign that you must not feel this bad.
Sure, sometimes the darkness overwhelms us, and those are hard trials we must go through... it's hard when you dont have a helping hand, but being alone is also a way to realize how strong hearte, in the end, you are. Admitting your weaknesses isdefeating them.

Well, i blabbed on. I know it isnt much, but.. *virtual huggg* 

I don't know what to say... but each new drawing of yours is more cruel than the previous... this isn't right...
I know it's up to the artist what to draw, but another side of my soul keeps saying "poor Lisa"...
Please Gustavo, try to find something good and bright in this life I believe no matter what's happening now, there is a hope for the better. Try to cheer up <-- this little girl wants it too...

About the "Avatar of hope"... it's a well done drawing, the symbolic meaning of it is complex, my first thought after seeing this picture was that Lisa tries to defend the last piece of life when everything else around her is ruined. But even if I understood it wrong, I still like it because it's nicely drawn. Please don't be depressed!

Gustavo, your "Hurt" picture... Pain of life, pain of heart, can even amout to physical form. The pain of an artist, it mirrors the pain and emotion of his creations. The things that cause us pain, the world's many strangnesses, all amounting together.

Your "Black Eyes" picture... To see the unseen, to know the unknown, to do the unthinkable and succeed, is the ultimate goal, but few know that it has it's burdens. Lifted are some burdens by a friend, some weighed down further by sadness. Gustavo, your pictures make me full of joy and hope. Yet, some make me feel shocked and full of distress.

What a wonderful ability that is given to you, a gift to draw. A gift to take emotions and put them on paper, and have the world know how amazing art is.