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« Reply #15 on: October 28, 2007, 21:44 » |
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I am still actively following forum discussions, the reason I'm leaving is because I'm isolating myself from everyone and everything until I am at peace. This week I'll be comitting myself to a sort of mental institution, I am in no way sad, I am actually afraid of myself because I'm starting to lose control of myself, and shouldn't be endangering myself or anyone else. Why did I break this passive state, you ask? Because I feel insulted that Dag went as far as to actually think he KNOWS what the problem is. Please leave me be, and don't make any more assumptions about me. Dag, if I really cared that much what people think of me, I wouldn't be telling you what's on my schedule nor what might happen if I don't stick to the schedule. I am close to dementia, "Brain illness" as Yggdrasill put it, and I'm choosing prevent this illness from outbreak. No more posts in this topic, please... If anyone has got reasons to loathe me, no problems, I as much as anyone disagree about things, but have the courtesy not to smear your opinion up peoples faces unless it's relevant/asked for.
I'm going to end this on a friendlier note and thank everyone who expressed their care (including you, Dag, I'm not holding a grudge, I never do...)
Bye, and perhaps I'll be talking to you in 2008 or something!
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« Reply #16 on: October 28, 2007, 21:59 » |
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If you were to become so easily insulted by someone's misinterpretation of your problem, why even create the topic in the first place? You're just asking for speculation about your problem, these people aren't looking down on you, they care about you. And please, don't create a topic saying that you have a mental illness and then come back telling us not to post in it, as if we don't care. I would be more insulted if people said nothing or just "'Kay, bye" than if people speculated about what was affecting me. That is proof alone that people are worried about you.
That said, I still am wishing you the best. If you really think that you need to be committed, what are we to do? I just hope everything works out for you man.
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I'm still awake against my will
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« Reply #17 on: October 29, 2007, 10:09 » |
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I know how our mind can screw us up sometimes, and i know how much different things can look from the outside of it, and how WORSE they can look from inside. That's why Kasper's problem must not be taken lightly, and that's also why there's little that we can do aside offering him our complete disposal in case he needs and wants some friends to talk with.  I'm sure Dag didn't mean to belittle or offend, he just stated the point of view of the person outside that messy turmoil that a human mind can be. All in all, i agree with what GH has said in the last lines of his post, and as for Kasper's request i'm locking the thread until he's ok with it. Kasper, you just let me or dag know in any way you like when and if you want it to be reopened We all wish you the very best. |
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« Reply #18 on: June 14, 2008, 22:39 » |
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x_x Hey, this thread's not in the archive and it's unlocked for some reason, guess I'll recycle it. Good for the environment! I'll be off for some time again, I dunno why, but I just don't want to have anything to do with people. I'm rude for saying that, but that's really the only thing I can say... can't think of what to say... feel like I know exactly what I want to say, but I can't anywhere near a word to describe it... guh? :| Man, this is messed up... why's my mind always such a drag? My mood's alternating between bursts of happiness, sadness and frustration without any direct cause. Things were getting better, I tried socializing, ended up where I started. Perhaps I shouldn't expect to ever enjoy conversing with other people, at least that way I won't bounce... but what will I do without that kind of hope? z_z Sorry, I'm just taking up your time and not making much sense... to put it short I'm having difficulties getting my head around everything. No, I'm not schizophrenic, but this sure as hell isn't just asperger syndrome, everything's so confusing and I don't seem to care... or something in that direction, I can't explain what's going on. I'll be quiet now and hope to see you guys sometime soon.  I'm posting this because I hate it when other people disappear on me randomly (happened quite a few times), I feel obliged to say something without making a big deal out of it, but it's pointless... either I push the post button now, or like I often do after writing a post, I'll decide that I'm an idiot and erease it all. ... Sorry!!  |
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« Reply #19 on: June 14, 2008, 23:22 » |
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I'm not sure what to truly advise cos if I be honest I can understand where you're more or less coming from... I get the same kind of feelings, I don't have aspurgers but I have a bit of dyspraxia...I've always been rather sensitive and emotional and somewhat hard to understand (apparently), especially when I get these similar moods were I'm high one minute then low the next, or angry from not much cause and just mess my life up on my initial reactions to such feelings... That I too sometimes need my breaks and wish to get away from the world itself...this happens faiiiirrrrlly often too X( It's like there's no middle balance really,....oh and I'm the same too when it comes to posting, I've been okay recently but it's usually during my quiet times I'll try to post something but soon as I've finished typing, I'd have second thoughts and erase it all too...>_< Soo...as for me it's ok, you havn't offended me anyway... I wish you the best... |
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« Reply #20 on: June 15, 2008, 07:57 » |
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MilesSo bad? Maybe some deposit in your getting worse makes the constant recognition that you are unhealthy? From this point of view I can only be glad that in our schools and other institutions there's no regular psychiatrist examination. I mean real examinations not only for appearances' sake. Otherwise I think the most of the people in my country will be diagnosed with various number of psychological dysfunctions.  Anyway don't be sad where you going now. ( Black_raven Strange to hear about you too I hope it shows not so big influence on yor life.)
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« Reply #21 on: June 15, 2008, 08:04 » |
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You must be strong and find the joy of life ...
sadness and confusion are common in the human soul ...
you should not fall ....
but recalls that the wound is oblivion ...
expect much your arrival ...
against time comes ...
i am waiting by you... but take your time... sometimes the silence is a good friend to think...
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« Reply #22 on: June 15, 2008, 13:01 » |
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Get well, soon! We and I think of you!
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« Reply #23 on: June 15, 2008, 17:32 » |
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I will passa bhug your way too...... I know how it feels to be up and down like a yoyo at times, especially the last year. Remember take all the time you need to be a peace with yourself and others. No need to apologise for anything, that post you made is brave and I really do respect you for making it. I also find myself writing posts and then deleting them at the end... hell a certain post i made back in November it took me 15-20 re-writes to get to post. The feelings of hopelessness, anger sadness ect followed by times of laughter, happiness and euphoria. All I can say is you are a great person and a friend to us all.... wishing you a speedy recovery, remember if you ever need to talk (as with anyone on these forums for that matter) feel free to contact me, or not - Carl |
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« Reply #24 on: June 15, 2008, 21:45 » |
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Shadow Nait - Yah it does effect me but only in certain aspects
*joins in hugging* X)
As said, hope you get better soon Miles!
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« Reply #25 on: June 21, 2008, 02:46 » |
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Miles
I don't understand what's going on so... I'll just wish you good luck, and get well soon. We'll be waiting for your return!
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In the moonlight
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