Lisa, the Simpson!

I have begun my descent into dementia, I'm now at disturbing levels, and before I get dealt with, I'm taking this opportunity to apologise for ever poking my nose here. Alot of you probably don't know me, but I'm just tying up loose ends. If at all, I won't resurface for a long time. Bye!

Kasper
:(
I'll be missing you. You always was an interesting members, and contributed to LTS a lot.
I hope what you just said is not a sentence, and you'll feel better in time. There is always a hope.
Let Lisa spirit be with you, no matter what... she was in your situation once, she should know how you feel.

Kasper
I can't say anything other than that I'm sorry to hear this. Long days and pleasant nights, friend. May God be with you.

later Kasper. it was a pleasure to have had you here. May you find rest from the storm and come back here to rejoin those who care.

Did i miss something...?
Why the nicest members are also the craziest?  :eek:

I hope you'll be back Kasper...

P.S. : I was away from LTS these days and i'm still not really back because of a bad case of sinusitis that had me pinned down in bed until .. well next sunday in theory.

Kasper
Hang in there, please, I hope you'll recover sooner or later (I prefer the first, you're a great member!). I hope there is someone to support you in real life.

SimpReal
If you have any ideas how to avoid it, tell me please, even if I'm not among the nicest :) Living without self-control and total madness is pretty bothering :/

Kasper, I have spoken to you a few times, maybe I don't know you as well as some, but from what I have seen you are a decent person. I wish you all the luck and hope things sort themselves out for you!

If you need a chat or such, i'm sure we will all be here for you :)

Carl

Bye kasper bye friend....
luck and force....

Life magically rises in the sky ....   :star:
Sensations in  the heart ....
You must feel the energy of youth in your soul ...

Continuing your journey with faith ....
Remember that your friends are here  :lisa:

Take your time, we all get to feel what you're feeling once or twice.  Take care , buddy, and May Lisa be with you, always!

I'm sorry I didn't get to know you well enough Kasper :(
However you seemed like a nice, contributive member of the forum so its a shame to lose you
But I feel it's best you take your time out
Hope to see you again one day
I send my good luck ^_^

Bye Kasper, your a great member and a good friend to LTS, Please come back one day, we will all miss you.

Good Luck for the Future.

SimpReal

Because nicest members tend to overestimate other people's opinions about them.
I won't go into details, but to me, Kasper's anxiety is bullshit groundless. Look at his messages here, even his last one, and you'll see the same. Kas, I really hope you'll change your opinion about all that, believe in yourself and stop worrying. You're smarter than many people I know. :)

Dagdamor
O_O I used to think that Kasper has a real brain illness (my bad english...) From your admin's words I now can guess that he's just in a depression as all we do at times.
Newertheless, Kasper, being it a real illness or just your developed imagination (remember Ms. Hoover from "Lisa's Substitute"? She also has something of that...) I wish you to get better in all ways as fast as it possible. Don't give up! :)
(those my words are going to SimpReal too - since your sinusitis is disturbing you till the bed's lying.. I'm just gone with a cursing of autumn and the aggravation of people's ailments.. Hope you all be good)

Yggdrasill
No, no, I didn't want to say that Kasper just imagined it all, of course not :( I just wanted to say that there is no reason to make things worse than they are. I chatted with Kasper quite a lot, I've seen his words and acts. He's as close to "dementia" as I am. That's my point.

I'm not really in a position to be critical of anyone for "overreacting" to things (past experiences that I'd love to just erase from memory have rendered me incapable of this), but I will say that if Kasper is simply depressed about something, it'll cloud his judgment. As I have learned from some of my "decisions", they are usually made rashly and out of frustration about something else.

All I can say really is that I hope he is able to realize what's what, and hopefully what's affecting him is nothing more than a sad state of mind, and nothing truly dangerous.

.......

I am still actively following forum discussions, the reason I'm leaving is because I'm isolating myself from everyone and everything until I am at peace. This week I'll be comitting myself to a sort of mental institution, I am in no way sad, I am actually afraid of myself because I'm starting to lose control of myself, and shouldn't be endangering myself or anyone else. Why did I break this passive state, you ask? Because I feel insulted that Dag went as far as to actually think he KNOWS what the problem is. Please leave me be, and don't make any more assumptions about me. Dag, if I really cared that much what people think of me, I wouldn't be telling you what's on my schedule nor what might happen if I don't stick to the schedule. I am close to dementia, "Brain illness" as Yggdrasill put it, and I'm choosing prevent this illness from outbreak. No more posts in this topic, please... If anyone has got reasons to loathe me, no problems, I as much as anyone disagree about things, but have the courtesy not to smear your opinion up peoples faces unless it's relevant/asked for.

I'm going to end this on a friendlier note and thank everyone who expressed their care (including you, Dag, I'm not holding a grudge, I never do...)

Bye, and perhaps I'll be talking to you in 2008 or something!

If you were to become so easily insulted by someone's misinterpretation of your problem, why even create the topic in the first place? You're just asking for speculation about your problem, these people aren't looking down on you, they care about you. And please, don't create a topic saying that you have a mental illness and then come back telling us not to post in it, as if we don't care. I would be more insulted if people said nothing or just "'Kay, bye" than if people speculated about what was affecting me. That is proof alone that people are worried about you.

That said, I still am wishing you the best. If you really think that you need to be committed, what are we to do? I just hope everything works out for you man.

I know how our mind can screw us up sometimes, and i know how much different things can look from the outside of it, and how WORSE they can look from inside. That's why Kasper's problem must not be taken lightly, and that's also why there's little that we can do aside offering him our complete disposal in case he needs and wants some friends to talk with. :)

I'm sure Dag didn't mean to belittle or offend, he just stated the point of view of the person outside that messy turmoil that a human mind can be.

All in all, i agree with what GH has said in the last lines of his post, and as for Kasper's request i'm locking the thread until he's ok with it. Kasper, you just let me or dag know in any way you like when and if you want it to be reopened :) We all wish you the very best.

x_x Hey, this thread's not in the archive and it's unlocked for some reason, guess I'll recycle it. Good for the environment!

I'll be off for some time again, I dunno why, but I just don't want to have anything to do with people. I'm rude for saying that, but that's really the only thing I can say... can't think of what to say... feel like I know exactly what I want to say, but I can't anywhere near a word to describe it... guh? :|

Man, this is messed up... why's my mind always such a drag? My mood's alternating between bursts of happiness, sadness and frustration without any direct cause. Things were getting better, I tried socializing, ended up where I started. Perhaps I shouldn't expect to ever enjoy conversing with other people, at least that way I won't bounce... but what will I do without that kind of hope? z_z

Sorry, I'm just taking up your time and not making much sense... to put it short I'm having difficulties getting my head around everything. No, I'm not schizophrenic, but this sure as hell isn't just asperger syndrome, everything's so confusing and I don't seem to care... or something in that direction, I can't explain what's going on. I'll be quiet now and hope to see you guys sometime soon. :( I'm posting this because I hate it when other people disappear on me randomly (happened quite a few times), I feel obliged to say something without making a big deal out of it, but it's pointless... either I push the post button now, or like I often do after writing a post, I'll decide that I'm an idiot and erease it all.

...

Sorry!! :confused:

I'm not sure what to truly advise cos if I be honest I can understand where you're more or less coming from...
I get the same kind of feelings, I don't have aspurgers but I have a bit of dyspraxia...I've always been rather sensitive and emotional and somewhat hard to understand (apparently), especially when I get these similar moods were I'm high one minute then low the next, or angry from not much cause and just mess my life up on my initial reactions to such feelings...:( That I too sometimes need my breaks and wish to get away from the world itself...this happens faiiiirrrrlly often too X( It's like there's no middle balance really,....oh and I'm the same too when it comes to posting, I've been okay recently but it's usually during my quiet times I'll try to post something but soon as I've finished typing, I'd have second thoughts and erase it all too...>_<

Soo...as for me it's ok, you havn't offended me anyway...

I wish you the best...

Miles
So bad? :( Maybe some deposit in your getting worse makes the constant recognition that you are unhealthy? From this point of view I can only be glad that in our schools and other institutions there's no regular psychiatrist examination. I mean real examinations not only for appearances' sake. Otherwise I think the most of the people in my country will be diagnosed with various number of psychological dysfunctions. :D Anyway don't be sad where you going now.

(Black_raven Strange to hear about you too :( I hope it shows not so big influence on yor life.)

You must be strong and find the joy of life ...
sadness and confusion are common in the human soul ...
you should not fall ....
but recalls that the wound is oblivion ...
expect much your arrival ...
against time comes ...

i am waiting by you... but take your time... sometimes the silence is a good friend to think...

*hugs*

......

Get well, soon! We and I think of you!

I will passa bhug your way too...... I know how it feels to be up and down like a yoyo at times, especially the last year. Remember take all the time you need to be a peace with yourself and others.

No need to apologise for anything, that post you made is brave and I really do respect you for making it.

I also find myself writing posts and then deleting them at the end... hell a certain post i made back in November it took me 15-20 re-writes to get to post. The feelings of hopelessness, anger sadness ect followed by times of laughter, happiness and euphoria.

All I can say is you are a great person and a friend to us all.... wishing you a speedy recovery, remember if you ever need to talk (as with anyone on these forums for that matter) feel free to contact me, or not :)

- Carl

Shadow Nait - Yah it does effect me but only in certain aspects

*joins in hugging* X)
As said, hope you get better soon Miles!

Miles
I don't understand what's going on so... I'll just wish you good luck, and get well soon. We'll be waiting for your return!